NOTHING TO WORSHIP

I despise money
for it is a tool of inequity
although I admit
I need it to survive in an unfair
world.
I reject religion for it
clouds the truth
although I accept
it gives relief
to many.
I doubt the power
of reason
as it is doubt the most
powerful
tool of reason
itself.

So here I am,
stranded lost into a
nothingness
that empties my days
with nothing left
to worship
but love
though not brave enough
to love as much
as I should do.
Not even myself.

And there's no one
here
to help.